Back from Japan

I'm back from Japan, and procrastinating the opening of my work laptop.
Really hate and dread work, but I must somehow face the music.
I think I'm not young anymore and such tiring trips are taking a toll on me. I doubt I will be able to make it through that many more tiring trips anymore.
All in all I came back feeling more "I-couldn't-care-less", somehow more numb in all aspects of emotions. Not sure if this is a good or bad thing.
My skin is really bad right now, and quite upset about it. It is like all my efforts to upkeep my skin has gone down the drain. It will be a long process to recovery.