Friday, June 04, 2010

No sense of self worth

It's just sad that when you thought you were special to someone and that you gave your all into a relationship, only to realize that maybe you were not that special, and maybe you were just some sort of "company" to help that someone transition in life.

Why am I not surprised?
I doubt I can ever be special to anyone.
It has always been the case.
I hate myself and I hate my life.

I can only take comfort in the unconditional love that Sassy has given me for the past 15 yrs. I love her and I hope she can be with me for many more years to come.

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