It has been a question I've always asked myself - Why am I living on this Earth? I'm sure it's a question that all of us at some point of time, ask ourselves. But this question to myself is no longer the philosophical question that most people think they are asking. It's a practical question I ask myself in the most practical terms.
My usual (if not the only) answer to that question is that I'm living on this Earth is to make money for my parents. I don't really see any other reason or point why I need to continue living - I wake up everyday doing things I don't like. Even things that I used to love, seem really mundane to me now. I'm really emotionless. I think if I were in the coma, I would die immediately - for I have no will to live at all.
I am tired.
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